Everytime, I see the movie ‘Butterfly Effect’ , how I wish if I could spin back time and start it all over again. The changes I would have created so that I can call my nightmare’s dreams !!!! But I am happy the way everything is going, although my entire is mounted with failures and tear’s of regrets…It’s surprising that I am still surviving, which makes me feel I have a greater purpose left….i believe I have potential’s beyond my imagination. I like to make that that one day.

Well, I had fun this Onam with my juniors and of course my own batch mates !!!! Me and Vishnu was in charge of the stage decoration, and i must say with the aid of Bevin and anoop we sure rocked. It was too good !!!! Inspite all the fun, I still feel we missed out something Big !!!! Anyway’s It’s the first time I took the bike to college.:)

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I hate the college stupid rule, Where the invitulator's answer paper's get's examined 2 hour's after the commencement of the exam and if he hasnt written will, he or she has to stay back and write the entire paper till 3pm. it is so disgusting !!! i had to bunk today's exams today.

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I would say this was my first Onam in college, almost a month after joining the college. I didn’t know half of the people in my own class nor any of the people of my kind. We had on duty for onam, attendance wasn’t taken into account. Bibin and Alex were only the malayalees of my class. Bibin asked me if I was coming for onam performance, at first I some how refused. For some reason I didn’t feel, itx gonna create some confusion and might pull out some bitter truth.

But In spite of all that, Bibin pulled me into it. As I walked into the college auditorium. I could see my seniors, all ready to Rag the latral entry student. We were asked to stand in a line and the latrel entry students were asked to come out. And 3 of us came out. Nelvin, vineeth and me. Nelvin and Vineeth were asked to say the bio data and they did it calmly. But when they came on to me. I was taken a back. I had a cloud of emotions and regret’s running through my head. Didn’t know when I was gonna blast. I felt a bit awkward when I saw my own Juniors ragging me. I am like what’s happening around. When Kiran asked me spell my Bio data in Bharatanatyam style. I didn’t know what to do. I just said I can’t. He asked me to walk out, and surprisingly I did. Unfortunately Tarun and his batch mates weren’t there at that time.

After a while I spoke about it to Tarun and apoligised to Kiran. He was taken a back when I told him I was tarun school mate. Well, everything went fine in the next day.

Probably the only reason I survived for this onam is because of tarun and his amazing set of friends !!!!

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The placement training program was worth it. I persumed it would be another boring session with tons of reading and writing. but on the flip side it turned out to be really good. Although Ramya madam periods were a bit sluggish and went at a rapid pace. Mythale madam rocked to the core espec. the GD and the interviewing programs. i am glad our clollege organises such program in the midile of of all all those rules and regulation....waithing for more sessions in de the next sem !!!!

Oh..this is one funny incident i ought to qoute. For one of my mid term exam's I was actually caught for sleeping in the exam hall.

As usual was shaky for exam for i havnt touched my books the previous day. I treid to get to something in my head in the morning but could not do so as every little word look geek. Finally i entered the exam hall with lot off hasitation wondering wat to write. As the examiner gave a away the paper i was for certain i wouldnt clear the paper but wanted to avoid getting a digit mark.

so i wrote of for a page and just dozed off. The next thing i could remember is that my H.O.D shouting at me and the entire class looking at me for a moment i didnt realize what was happening around and i am like sir it's not my fault. I am not feeling well!!!! the guy was in mixed reactions, didnt expect such an answer....and he is like....well then take rest !!!!

Football, One awesome game, one game that's make feel that i am flying without wings. This time for a change me and batch mates played in the beach which is infact really tiring and you never get the right moves espec. when ya playing without shoes. but all in all it was such subrb game !!!!

 

After a buzy shedule of exam's, i finally got a break for 3 day's in Kerala. It was really good. Although I was driving most of the time. i enjoyed dancing in the rain and sleeping. Two thing's I missed out for the past 2 to 3 weeks. The best part was however it's after a long time me, achan, amma and bunny met up. hoping to get back there on 27th for one the family marriages

 

 

 

 

St. College of engineering. When I first made into the college I was glad to me in one of the most prestige colleges. After two weeks I found out the bitter truth. The college is one among the most pathetic colleges in Chennai. Firstly it’s got the worst set of rules. Rules that that makes no sense. Girls and boys and not supposed to talk to one another, for some reason the director thinks it’s a sin and hence all cultural programs or project work or let it me any simple program, we are banned from doing together.

Secondly they say punishments are banned in the educational system but over hear you have something worst than that, known as office duty ( abbreviated as OD ). Over here what one has to do is stand outside the office with the ID and tie from morning till dawn and it get worst if you stay in the hostel. Sadly nothing can be done about this because the director has links with almost everyone in the educational system, or maybe over the country.

The next ones are to watch out are the blockies and year in charges, a set of buffoons who are hired for no reason, they are the biggest pain in the ass. If you end up scoring low marks in any of your papers they will immediately call up the parent and let them know about it and immediately ask them to come over to college. Ask them to meet the director, who would give an appointment at 10 in morning and will come at 3 in the afternoon.

The next one is the internal marks, most colleges end up giving good internal or at least a minimum of 14 of 20, so it’s easier to pass in the paper but colleges end up giving even 5, and it get’s worst if you are  in the bad books of the faculties.

The worst part is no one is ready to voice there opinions, if it’s faculties or students. Sadly the director has a way to shut every bodies mouths. What I feel is surviving four years in st. joseph’s college is a talent….

Dedicated to all those who survived in the college and the one’s are planning to join hell….

This is something you probably won’t find anywhere !!!!

They say birthday's Rock when all you care and dear are around you...which is infact 101 percent true !!!

That's an overview of my class from the last bench, math class is going. That's one subject that taught me how to sleep with my eyes wide open.